6:18pm tuesday november the 4th

a very little boy was born.

He's so cute!

he weighs 8lb4oz....                                                                                              poor little man, he didnt even scream while being held in mid-air by a piece of cloth and a hook =)

being introduced to the baby;

and his name is Shepherd Courage Kevin. awwww!

its MY TURN!!!!!

some more random photos....

and for those people who have problems with their colours.. he has dark brown hair, and olive skin.... and he's the gorgeousest little brother ever in my opinion =)

well that be it for now....tata

Lord, when life is crumbling and turning to dust; will You be the glue that holds me together??

Lord, when i can only see darkness, and i cant find any reason in whats going on; will You be the torch, and the sense in the midst of madness??

Lord, when people are judging me by my past, and wont accept me for ME; will You remind me of who i am forever in You??

and Lord, even when i want to give up, and i fall again and again; will You be the One who picks me up and holds me close??

Thanks Lord, :=)

I would Die For You -by mercyme

And I know that I can find You here
'Cause You promised me You'll always be there
Times like these, it's hard to see
But somehow I have a peace, You're near
And I pray that You will use my life
In whatever way Your name is glorified
Even if surrendering
Means leaving everything behind

My life has never been this clear
Now I know the reason why I'm here
You never know why You're alive
Until you know what you would die for
I would die for You

And I know I don't have much to give
But I promise You I will give You all there is
Can I possibly do less
When through Your own death I live?

No greater love is found
Than of those who lay their own lives down
As sure as I live and breathe
Now I know what it means to be free
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this song is mine! 

right now it is so hard to see what the heck is going on, why its going on, and what on earth its going to accomplish. but in the middle of it all i know deep down in my heart that it is gonna work out. all the craziness will calm down, the rain will go and the sun will shine again. and whatever it takes, however it happens, even if it hurts, i want my life to glorify God. even if i have to give up everything, i still want to live for Jesus. every now and then the fogginess lifts and i see a little peek of what God is going to do through me. not much of a look, but enough to keep me going on. sometimes i look at myself, and i see all the broken-ness, the pain, and the foolishness and i wonder why God even bothers with me. it amazes me, all the stupidity that God takes from me, and He STILL keeps loving me and holding me. God is so awesome, everyday He reminds me of His infinite love, sometimes it seems like its evaporated, but its never gone. and it never will. well, i have to go...

luv you,

                maddi xoxoxo